NOthing to do

Everything is done..

I have no idea what I have to do anymore......
tired to get relax....
tired to get sleep allday...

but never get tired hoping an angle came and always by my side..

and I just wanna be a low profile person with high profit ever..........

It's about....

It's about 2 months she was leaving...

It's about 2 weeks after I found some one else in her room....

It's about 2 hours I was waiting her new boy friend out from her room......

but...

It's not about woman any more...
It's only about me....
and all about me...

everything looks fine and under full control by my self...
tx God to makes me strongger like this time...

I just wanna be a man that I wanna be...

LUCKY one

"maybe you're lucky, awan...
becouse you know it right now.......
can you imagine if this thing happen on the future..?"

"she will never say love you even you are puting the gun on her head...!!"

thank you so much Marianne.....
make me realized that nothing that I can do anymore....

Love still mistery.....
but I do understand what I have to do......

Nothing to lose

it Should Be nothing to lose,

with or without her by my side....

I am back again....,
with that's the way I am....

You are leaving with I am as you want to be.....

even I dont know who "you are" and "I am" anymore....
but... I still keep in mind who I was....

it's nice to know you...

LOVE Keeper

What Ever..

She doesn't want me back......
Look at my eyes and said "I have nomore felling"
And anything makes my heart like a fuzzle..

What ever have you done...
I still wanna keep it
I still wanna feel it
and I dont wanna loose it

I am the LOVE keeper....

a friend said

LIFE IS.....
A TRAGEDY.............. FOR THOSE WHO FEEL
AND
A COMEDY............... FOR THOSE WHO THINK


I think it's true....
and I am a comedian... maybe a joker.....

or

I feel it's true....
and I am a looser... maybe the winner....

Special number for special person

one day I asked her to change her phone number becouse I dont wanna somebody else "man" calling her.

She could not do that with "too many poeple and friends know the number already" as a reason,
and...
I was trying to understand...

but today, she have already got the new number that I dont know... since last day,
than someone else have been calling her at 10.30 PM

and....

I guess I do understand...
She wants him more than she wants me.... let it be....... she'll come back to me...... (*cake)

all things have been done couse some reasons,
if no answer today, "time" will answer someday...

Feel like "stranger"

Meet her, even her sister, talk to me like a stranger.........

I am still the same like before...
nothing change yet..

just the same like her asked me to do before...

NO Phone...

"no phone... no phone i just want to be alone today" cake

"no phone ... no phone she just wants to be alone today" me

she turn off her 2 numbers.... just for me.... :)

I know its really hard to take me away.... so do I..

many many way you have to try....

How long can you hold on....

Never "too late"

Just belive..
there is nothing "too late" for all the right things

Never Give Up for LOVE

yesterday just decide to prove the world that the truth love is real,

I will waiting her till the end..

and never ever give up..

noone and nothing can change our love..

Truth LOVE

let everyone knows it really really happen..

"in SIX Days" Never Ever Forget...

"Darling, tonite someone who wanna approach me will came. could you please take out all your stuffes...? it's so hard, but I hope you can understand"

nice words...
but it sound like this in my heart...
"JUST GET OUT..!!!! I WANNA FUCK WITH SOMEONE ELSE HERE...."

really sorry to said that, but it's happening to me... break my heart..
she can get the otherone only 6 days after break me down..
no reason still keeping my hope on her..

Just say "GOODBYE" and i hope you have decide the right thing..

Long story
from 21st September 2001
the end 5th April 2008

Tx alot for your last birthday present to me...
WILL NEVER EVER FORGET...

Break Me Down

Worry for two months..
It happening now.......
same result with deferent reason...

JuSt thinking about destiny....
or something else......
"time" will be answer...

GET'S UP..!!!
SHOW THE WORLD WHAT I CAN DO.....

gus ananta

I think becouse of him.....

life must still going on..... :) keep smile

all things have been done couse some reasons,
if no answer today, "time" will answer someday...