Untuk Anak ( just for kid)

Hari ini atlan 3 thn lebih, auro hampir 2 tahun

Auro tertidur karena kokokrans nya dan roti grendul

Atlan ribut dengan mcqueen  youtube and ipad nya...
dia abis banting ipad nya karena  bapak nya dipanggil nga jawab saat jemur baju,

" atlan bunyi apa itu..?" tanya bapak.
dia diam, sambil menatap punuh maaf...

sepintas terlihat casing ipad terlepas, tapi tak ku hirau kan karena harus membereskan sesuatu didapur,
berselang beberapa menit kembali ku tenggok Atlan,

"lo kemana casing nya kok ilang nga ada di tempat jatuh nya" dalam hati ku terheran,
setelah ku alihkan pandangan ke arah ipad  yang ada di pangkuan atlan,
sambil tersenyum  ku hampirin anakku sayang itu,

tampak disana cashing yang seharus nya terpasang di belakang ( back cover) telah terpasang di ipad nya sebagai front cover.

Dengan wajah tegas, kaku pura pura marah ( dan dalam hati tertawa) ku pasang kembali  back cover ipad tersebut sebagaiman mesti nya, dan sambil berkata

"Atlan..!! Jangan di banting lagi Ipad nya..."


o0o Dear.....  how do I live without you...
Auro is sleeping beauty and dream flying somewhere....

wah uda lama sekali

it been so long babe.... :)
great for about a year.....
very nice...
and
tx God..
ALLAHU AKBAR...

NOthing to do

Everything is done..

I have no idea what I have to do anymore......
tired to get relax....
tired to get sleep allday...

but never get tired hoping an angle came and always by my side..

and I just wanna be a low profile person with high profit ever..........

It's about....

It's about 2 months she was leaving...

It's about 2 weeks after I found some one else in her room....

It's about 2 hours I was waiting her new boy friend out from her room......

but...

It's not about woman any more...
It's only about me....
and all about me...

everything looks fine and under full control by my self...
tx God to makes me strongger like this time...

I just wanna be a man that I wanna be...

LUCKY one

"maybe you're lucky, awan...
becouse you know it right now.......
can you imagine if this thing happen on the future..?"

"she will never say love you even you are puting the gun on her head...!!"

thank you so much Marianne.....
make me realized that nothing that I can do anymore....

Love still mistery.....
but I do understand what I have to do......

Nothing to lose

it Should Be nothing to lose,

with or without her by my side....

I am back again....,
with that's the way I am....

You are leaving with I am as you want to be.....

even I dont know who "you are" and "I am" anymore....
but... I still keep in mind who I was....

it's nice to know you...

LOVE Keeper

What Ever..

She doesn't want me back......
Look at my eyes and said "I have nomore felling"
And anything makes my heart like a fuzzle..

What ever have you done...
I still wanna keep it
I still wanna feel it
and I dont wanna loose it

I am the LOVE keeper....